I AM BEAST, BEAST I AM.

Make me over.

I can’t even remember all of the lies that I have told.

I can’t even regret all of the terrible things I have done.

I won’t even pay the price for all of the mistakes I have made.

But, I know I will lose everything as long as I am in control.

I don’t even like peas.

I always eat peas with honey,

I’ve done it all my life.

It does taste kind of funny

But it keeps them on my knife.

To know the beginning at the end.

Sometimes, in relationships,

the pain at the end

is the only thing that’s real.

Maybe that’s how we know

the world is ending.

Or maybe it’s what prepares us

for a new beginning.

But, do we really need an answer

as long as we are able

to let ourselves love again?

I never fell in love with perfection, I fell in love with you.

A person can’t be perfect.

Love can.

Break Me

More than walking the streets at night,

More than the creaks of the house,

More than the feeling of being watched,

More than the future,

More than the past,

More than death,

I fear the silent darkness,

That not even your love can penetrate.

The day that you embrace me

And this fear fades into nothing

And is far beyond the realms of remembrance,

When the silence turns my thoughts to your voice,

When the darkness is consumed by your light,

Is the day that I will give my heart to you.

Mountain Dream

Your hand came crashing down

And silence filled the room

I understand now

What he had to go through

The loneliness and terror

Release the hidden tension

Free inside my head

Thinking of things to say

My throat becomes a prison

For the words that wont come out

My heart becomes a chamber

Tortured, filled with doubt

Candy

Harsh tongues on your skin

They speak of all your sins

Cold touch, tonight

Makes you feel alright

But only for minute

They pull you down in it

Silence is the dream

The quiet so obscene