November 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
June 2010
3 posts
Make me over.
I can’t even remember all of the lies that I have told.
I can’t even regret all of the terrible things I have done.
I won’t even pay the price for all of the mistakes I have made.
But, I know I will lose everything as long as I am in control.
I don't even like peas.
I always eat peas with honey,
I’ve done it all my life.
It does taste kind of funny
But it keeps them on my knife.
To know the beginning at the end.
Sometimes, in relationships,
the pain at the end
is the only thing that’s real.
Maybe that’s how we know
the world is ending.
Or maybe it’s what prepares us
for a new beginning.
But, do we really need an answer
as long as we are able
to let ourselves love again?
May 2010
6 posts
I never fell in love with perfection, I fell in...
A person can’t be perfect.
Love can.
Break Me
More than walking the streets at night,
More than the creaks of the house,
More than the feeling of being watched,
More than the future,
More than the past,
More than death,
I fear the silent darkness,
That not even your love can penetrate.
The day that you embrace me
And this fear fades into nothing
And is far beyond the realms of remembrance,
When the silence turns my thoughts to your...
“Alone. Yes, that’s the key word, the most awful word in the English...”
– ~`Salem’s Lot by Stephen King
Mountain Dream
Your hand came crashing down
And silence filled the room
I understand now
What he had to go through
The loneliness and terror
Release the hidden tension
Free inside my head
Thinking of things to say
My throat becomes a prison
For the words that wont come out
My heart becomes a chamber
Tortured, filled with doubt
Candy
Harsh tongues on your skin
They speak of all your sins
Cold touch, tonight
Makes you feel alright
But only for minute
They pull you down in it
Silence is the dream
The quiet so obscene
Tear Away
I am the monster that you keep deep inside
I hear the evil thoughts that you try to hide
And when you’re fast asleep
The secrets that you keep
Become mine, it’s just a matter of time.
It’s a joke to see the sun rise
When all you knew turns out to be a lie
Remember the things you wished you said
In time they will consume your head
Become mine, embrace the pain and cry.
It’s a religion that you...
April 2010
2 posts
Back From Forever, Into Eternity.
I will pay no heed to the questions that push my mind into chaos. I will believe in the hope that will put my soul at ease. I will never become a lie so you can live an elaborate dream, designed to torture my very core. I will speak the truth to stay grounded, even if it means misery, in this I will find strength. I will not waste my time on obligatory love when there are those who love without...
March 2010
1 post
neverregretting:
Take me in,
I am that deep breath
that fills you up.
Take me in,
I am that warmth that
surrounds you at night.
Take me in,
I am that touch that
you cannot resist.
Oh take me in,
you are really all
of this for me.
February 2010
3 posts
Didja?
I don’t know if any of you noticed, but my name for tumblr, ‘I AM BEAST, BEAST I AM’ was actually inspired by Green Eggs and Ham.
That was my favorite book when I was a kid. What was your favorite book as a child, does it have to do with cats(tom, lol)?
ME!!
humanwreckage:
I am a Woman of Words,
But with you as the subject matter,
No amount of poetry or prose
Could ever suffice.
Awww, this is about me isn’t it, baby. :P
Lost Embrace
A memory holds me here
My confusion keeps me silent
My tears flow down my cheek
The hate that kept me jaded, forgotten
A love holds me here
My reassurance keeps me silent
My heart pounds heavy in my chest
The dream that kept me breathing, faded
A curse holds me here
My terror keeps me silent
My soul drifts from light
The hope that kept me alive, gone
November 2009
1 post
1 tag
October 2009
5 posts
Just A Warning
I have no patience,
but I’ve got the time.
We all have the time.
Use it while you’ve got it.
Time doesn’t run out,
you let time go.
Will you let time go fast,
or will you let it go slow?
Just thought I’d warn you,
before you loosened your grip.
All my friends,
mrsirtomithy:
are so creative and fill tumblr with such great words…
and I’ve got nothing..
at all.
not true, you have this amazing ability to makes us feel proud of the things we post. and besides i like your posts a lot better then i like some peoples.
“I’m not broken, just put together wrong.”
– ~Pookie
September 2009
2 posts
Turns to Ash
humanwreckage:
When this city burns to the ground,
I’ll be there, holding your hand,
As it all slowly turns to ash,
And the memories float to the stars.
Leaning my head on your shoulder,
Looking up at your eyes,
I’ll see the blaze flickering in them,
And I will smile softly,
And you will smile down at me,
And we will gaze proudly upon our accomplishment.
Christian Victory. (watch the whole thing) →
August 2009
2 posts
Never Feeling
Never knowing what to feel,
Never knowing if what I feel is right.
I’ve never felt this numb,
I’ve never felt this cold.
I want someone to save me,
I want to be left alone.
If I could see through your eyes,
Would I feel better?
If I could feel how you do,
Would all this nameless pain just fall away?
If I could be what you wanted,
Would you really start to love me?
I will...
“My heart is broken, you’re slipping through the cracks.”
– Kirsten(Pookie) Long
July 2009
5 posts
Rub a pickle on it
Asshole: How do you get rid of a hickey?
Me: Rub a pickle on it.
Kim: (to me) Does that really work?
Me: (to kim) Idk, I just made it up.
Kim: Rotflmao!
>.
I think that if people would like to hold an entire drawn out discussion, they shouldn’t do so over tumblr. People who do these things are just tumblarity whores. If you need to talk about something there are plenty other ways to communicate. I’m basically saying, it’s retarded.
Secret 14:
neverregretting:
antamanella:
I still play PokeMon, and Mario, and Legend of Zelda. Recently, I bought PokeMon: Crystal Version, and basically haven’t put it down. I’m probably the biggest loser you’ll ever meet.
(:
And so do I (:
lmao if my batteries didn’t die i would be playing pokemon silver right now
I'll admit..
humanwreckage:
I get all my news information from The Daily Show and The Colbert Report.
Sue me. =P
I used to be the same way, and then cable went bye bye. T.T
June 2009
9 posts
humanwreckage:
neverregretting:
I think its weird to think that people with extravagent, adult names were once kids.
I think it’s weird to think that people who hate kids, were once kids.
I think you’re weird
“I do not react the same to everything. If I spilled a glass of milk I’d...”
– ~Pookie
oh no
I have the hiccups….ouchie
I sold my soul
If you say I sold my soul, then why am I still broke.
Hushabye Mountian
A gentle breeze from Hushabye Mountain
Softly blows o’er Lullaby Bay
It fills the sails of boats that are waiting
Waiting to sail your worries away
It isn’t far to Hushabye Mountian
And your boat waits down by the quay
The winds of night so softly are sighing
Soon they will fly your troubles to sea
So close your eyes on Hushabye Mountian
Wave goodbye to cares of the day
And...
Morgan Freeman
It was his birthday on the 1st of June, and I missed it. But life goes on, only cause he’s God. Happy belated Birthday, Amen.
I have made an executive decision.
Some people just aren’t right for tumblr.
What?
I don’t know what I regret, but I know what I am. I am different and still changing. I am always rushed and wanting nothing more but to slow down. I am the loudest voice in the room that no one ever seems to hear. I am the problem, but what solution could possibly fix me. I am constantly left in the dark, but trying so hard to be a light for others. I am never there when it counts, but...
May 2009
2 posts
Yo
What it do?
